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Post  counselor on Sun Sep 14, 2014 1:03 pm

Hodler wrote:It all started last year in seventh grade, I started in a new school after being bullied in sixth grade. I developed a crush on a girl in my class, and long story short, it gave me social anxiety. I had like a passive depression in seventh grade, I could laugh and joke all the time, but I got sad and paranoid outside school. I'm now in the 8th grade, and life just feels pointless. My grades are really bad, I try my hardest but I still get bad grades. Everything just feels boring. I cry at night because I feel worthless. There's almost nothing in my life that I can feel proud of, I have no talent, and barely any friends. I don't have any friends outside school (I live 60 minutes away from it) I think about suicide everyday. I live a pretty "happy" life. I got a loving family, a roof over my head, and good health. I just don't know why I feel this way. I think that it's mostly hormones, but I haven't reached puberty yet, and I haven't got any similar symptoms. I'm constantly stressed because of my future. I want to live a wealthy life, but I just feel miserable. Ive also known this girl for 4 years over the Internet, she's funny, kind and beautiful. But unfortunately she lives over six hours away, and my parents doesn't let me travel there to meet her. I've never had a girlfriend, hold anyone's hand or even gotten a hug from someone except relatives. I'm ugly and I'm a part of the "nerds" at school. I really need help. I don't want to speak with my parents about it. Help please

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