You never have to think you're the only one who got problems

Suicide is not the way!
There is always a way out to keep living and solve the problems.
If you choose to take within your thoughts and worries, you are increasing your pain because this behaviour doesn't help you to have a different vision of your situation.
You have to try hard to speak with a friend or someone you rely on.
If you don't have anybody, don't worry, you can start speaking here or somewhere else.
the thing is: we are never alone!